Microscope

Microscope said [mi-cro-scope]

" Used to see through things, inside things "

When people look at me, sometimes it’s like they’re really looking through me, with the real intention of seeing other things.

People try their best to be seen, to get people’s attention

I mean who wants to be alone?

They start making impressions

Trying to be someone they’re not

Trying to get someone to really notice you is harder than you might think. Tiresome, draining

There are many people that abandon this mission they were on

Deciding either to be alone or to just…leave

Me, yeah, sometimes I feel invisible. Sometimes I’d like people to actually see me. Not just through me,

Sometimes I feel like that’s my fault tho.

Like I’m just doing things to " be seen ".

Or maybe it’s just that I’m not enough

I’ve been trying not to think too much about it. Trying to tell myself all these affirmations. But I’m not gonna believe them all the time

Written a year ago...